It’s Okay to Not Be Okay

Sometimes, I’m not sure what I want, and my answer is always ” I don’t know.” You know, I never thought that life was going to be hard… But it turns out that it is, and I know that not everything is as easy as it used to be when I was younger. I look back and all I could say and think is that I can’t believe I’m still here, I never thought that I would get this far in life but I’m still going, I’m still alive.

I know I’ve been through a lot of rough moments but it’s okay now, back then I used to hate it but now… the past doesn’t really matter anymore, I’ve learned a lot about problems. I’ve learned that it’s okay to be alone, it’s okay to be broken inside sometimes because it makes us stronger and realize that not everything in life is perfect, knowing that evil does exist, that the evil will always be behind you and easily play with your head.

I’m scared of losing what I have right now, sometimes I know that without knowing at that moment I lose important things in life I didn’t care about losing, but now I think about it knowing that it was actually important to me.